For days even weeks, I have pondered over harboured dreams and worried about what the future holds.
I blame the new year partly,for my over reacting and self doubt.The feeling of a new year brings obvious predictions and a pressure to do something different or dramatically change your lifestyle to complete the empty feeling that the previous year may leave behind.
As well as the new year resting on my shoulders, I am also preparing to embark on the wonders on motherhood, at 27 weeks the news of my pregnancy has only just settled in my thoughts although slightly overdue it has taken me longer than most to accept my new role in life.
With my bump in full bloom and kicks keeping me in tune with my baby boy, I feel content and at ease with life.
Without expectations I have given my self the freedom of being.